this aint my work but it caught my attention and my emotions
There are certain times when I think I am losing my mind I have moments of déjà vu when my thoughts go in rewind Thinking about all the times my confidence was on the decline I remind myself of the blessings I have felt But at the same time I remember all the bad cards I have been dealt There where times when I was so depressed it affected my health Those days where so dark that I couldn’t recognize myself But through it all I never asked for any help I always felt that I had to rely on myself I had to channel the spirit inside me so truly show my wealth I said many times I feel like the heavyweight champ with the belt But each body blow slows me down having me question my health I could swing a lot of haymakers until my bones break But the level of pain in my bones can’t match the pain in my days I know that this is the part of my life that is a stage Full of mazes that are not understood because that is how they were made As time goes by you open your eyes to the twist and turns that come your way I asked myself am I strong enough to put up with life’s ways I’m amazed of how I survived the emotional battles that came my way I lived in the dark days and I’ll die in the lighter ways At least I can say I am made to be this way
SURPRISE, SURPRISE its me again nothing really happening ,,,,
easy day don’t you think so ….
.there are some things have been noticing and sometimes its better you let things just happen when the time is right
boy loves girl , girl feels no vibe- its happens so many time but unfortunately this happens. the girl gets so overprotective and she feels that the boy may be playing with her feelings. this happens but a time reaches she realizes that the boy was real with her, don’t feel bad , if he was real with you …. he will come back to you
girl loves boy, boy is player - tell me about it 90% this happens but who says “ two can’t play the game “ taking advantage of someone is the worst form of molestation trust me … so what happens if this happened to you if i may ask …. find the gal didn’t jazz you so why would you take advantage of her. you only wanna have sex with her but unfortunately she does not give you so you walk out
girl and boy are into each other - this is all what we love , when the two of you look at each other and you feel comfortable . you know her flaws and he knows your flaws. its like Cinderella met her prince. it’s not sex that you want from her, its not the money that you want from him … everything is just @ peace
friends of benefits – sex and everything i do not have to explain anything
in short we all have our unpredictable moments where do you lie
I am no one special. Just a common girl with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough.
the best love is the kind that awakens the soul that makes us reach for more , that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. that what i hope to give you forever.
for the 80 years i have live on this world i have not experienced intense love than what my hubby gives me . if i was given another chance to marry someone else i would not think twice than to get married to my man.
once upon a time in the year 2012 my family and i had gone for summer vacation in the city . it was a tradition but that summer completely changed my life. one evening in august i met a very handsome dude and i could not take my eyes of. it was like “love @ first sight”. but the problem was he was a city boy and i was a country girl.
we just had a lot of differences but those differences pulled us together. take my side, i used and i still love riding horses, having a boat ride once in a while and for him animals wasn’t his point of attraction, he was more of the city life.(i do not know how else i can explain it) as days continued we grew fond of each other. we were inseparable. however much my evil mother did not like us together we still managed to sneak out and see each other.
the best thing i loved about my 4 weeks vacation that year is that however much we fought we managed to kiss away the pain.
sometimes i ask my self are we too young to know what love is . that was the question my mother kept asking me and since she could not face as together she cut off my vacation by a week and without telling “peter” goodbye i left.
the worst thing is i did not hear from peter ever again. months passed i cried my tears away but i soon learned to let go they always say “if something belongs to you it will come back to you”
we made promises to each other and after 7 years , as i was preparing for my wedding i got a message that peter “I finally understood what true love meant…love meant that you care for another person’s happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.” though i loved my fiancé so much my heart told me to go fetch peter.
after a careful thought i took my car and drove to the city in search of my first love, i still loved him though i knew i was getting married in the next 3 weeks.
he looked more handsome than he was, he had built a pretty house which he said he gonna build, and the night didn’t end before we got physical . i had to tell him i was getting married and i could not see my self losing him another time
it was not easy for me , it was really hard , i had to make my decision really fast , what i knew is i wanted him i wanted him into my life and nothing gonna stop me. with him i felt whole
i decided not to return back and i married peter in the next one year. as i picture my life with him, its exactly what i wanted . i enjoyed his company we were like new born kittens just happy to have each other around. blessings came and we were gifted with 4 kids
“We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has only happened once, and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it
we been married for the last 63 years and still we feel the love between us “he is my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of him I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.”
unfortunately he is losing his memory, he can’t remember everything though i try each hard to remind him. his memory is kaput . when my children came to visit her she couldn’t remember anything . but it does not drain me .. “Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Loves is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love take no pleasure in others people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.” our story aint over, i enjoy watching him in his condition though sometimes i wish he did not see me as a stranger. i would like him to know he is the answer to my prayer, he is the song i sing every day I don’t know how I could have lived without him for as long as I have.
i don’t know how much time i have with him , its the year 2090 am still strong with him and believe you. he is the only one i would choose to love
“Love is like the wind, you can’t see it but you can feel it
we are having a small issue in the country or in our lives
prices of sugar have hiked up i understand a kilogram of sugar is about 2—/= on a serious note
taking the rate of sugar we can compare how our friends change drastically. “kupanda bei”
What hurts me the most is
when someone I care about treats me like absolute crap n doesn’t seem 2 give a shit …rough day :/
WHat hurts me most
is when u do good 4 sum1 and they dont appreciate it, and to add insult to injury, they think ur out to do them bad.
i know you all have a friend whom you love so much but however much you try and give him/her your attention he /she pushes you away. same case with sugar, we all trust “mumias sugar” but sometimes we calculate how to get it and we lose hope.
sometimes there is no need of caring for people who don’t even give a damn about your life however much the product and the quantity. friendship is like sugar but sometimes its not worthwhile
if i love you , i will put an effort to be in your life, its up to you to open the door for me. if you do not want me in your life, it will be fair to tell me straight into my face
“kindly you don’t jazz me “
i will understand.
how many times have you put sugar in your tea but, unfortunately the sugar doesn’t add value in your tea.
the more sugar you add in your coffee the more harm you putting to your self
if you care for someone who doesn’t add value into your life you will harm yourself .
mtu akipanada bei kama sukari kindly “leave him/her alone there is no need of pushing yourself to the wall for someone interests.
as my friend just said
Due to the outrageous high price of sugar,i have resorted to my famous childhood breakfast-A glass of milk n cookies/cup cakes…
friends friends a word i have never really explained but am trying to but you can read me
I have always wanted to scribble something that will catch men’s feelings or their emotion . i have no idea of what i may write but,
“let your eyes do the walking”
this time i am not idle but i have a feeling someone gonna hit me so hard :> YIKES!!!!!!!
MEN are good species but some are complicated than the female specie reasons known best by themselves . we have to know that men think that they are heads of family but where was it written (misinterpreting the bible) anybody can head the family or am i wrong . i can’t be wrong this is my blog i can say whatever excites me
So what are the types of men in my views;
the Lil Wayne dude- this is the type of guys who thinks that they are so cool but their coolness is below 0 degrees . i don’t like Lil Wayne trust me i can say whatever i feel like therefore,so this guyUsually drinks and smokes too much, Always got drama, Stays a thug forever, In and out of jail and his clothes do not fit him.. he kind gets thin when he wears clothes “nguo humvalia -”the clothes wears him (direct translation). the only realistic thing about this guys is he only wants to have sex with you or he is been jinxed bu his pals to get you. he only wants to fit in .
the man who wants it all so this man is so sweet, the moment you see him you want to be his girlfriend. he gets attracted by your curves , your smile. whenever he see you a sexual image clicks on his mind. i don’t blame . the worse thing about this man is that he will not tell you everything in his life , he got some hitches in his life Has a girlfriend who he`s been with since the 2nd grade, Will not get rid of her, He tells you about her after you`ve fallen in love with his *bleep* there is always that girl who the man can’t leave even if he is the ultimate player. the good thing bout him is that he will take you out in the beginning gets tired then stops, Will introduce you to all his friends,Compliments you all the time so that you feel pretty. HE AINT THE PLAYER
the ghetto guy- almost every girl freaks about this guy he might have a gun under his butt . the way he walks, the way he moves in the estate he also has his one click . the good thing about him is that he is THE BOMB IN BED!!!!!, he goes out of his way to Make you laugh, look at his style Got mad style and flava, Has a temper, but generally a charming sweet guy, he Says he want a real relationship but… what he will not tell you is that he has other sugar mammas out there ,and the worst thing about this guy is that he will come to your house and make herself comfortable cause he knows you cannot do anything….
the hustler- many girls out there wants a man with the brown but if you happen to date a hustler he will make sure that you are happy and comfortable but on the other hand if you do not give him what he wants . GIRLFRIEND am sorry. you will be kicked off even before you are aware of what is happening , SNAP. I forget to say this man will push himself to the wall. dress well for you and blalalalala, tries to have a conversation about how he wants to own the biggest hotels in the city. and you know the rest
the player- the man who thinks he knows all the games in a relationship they think they know everything but am not sure if that is the case anyway his good ways Will tell you the truth – that you`re not the only one, Sometimes he`s fairly decent in bed, He tells you that you`ve changed him and he`s ready to settle down, Has his own apartment and car (invites you to move in with him) but He doesn`t acknowledge you in public, especially if there`s women around.Generally he is a punk (won`t stand up for anything, He expects you to believe all his lies just because he told you the truth about other women, After you catch his lyin` *bleep*, he tells you that he told you that he was a player in the beginning anyway
the Mr ego -if there is anything that can turn me off in am man is his ego sh**********t. i swear go to hell . the good thing about this man is he has a very nice job, he is the man you would want but he is the most boring man in the world, his kissing skills are worse than a one year old, Always asking you when can he see you again ( they way he misses you so much ) and all that rubbish damn if you have this kind of man kindly “ if you do not leave soon you are gonna die young”
the best friend – this is the boy who when you see you glow, you tell him every thing from the smallest to the biggest . your worst moments he knows all . when you want advice he is always there for you. he is the ultimate man for you but chances of hooking up are quiet minimal . it may be the best relationship but its much better when you only remain us best friends
the gay - i would love to have a gay friend. not really gay but this type of man understands the needs of the the girl. he is soo sweet and his company is beautiful. the only disadvantage with him is the fact that he might be neater than yoy and dresses much better than you *point blank*
the Mr right – he is the man who loves you because of your flaws. he wants to embrace you , he puts time for you in his busy schedule. he is what you want in a man . he will call you when you disconnect the phone . he knows etiquette. he is the man who has been raised by a male parent. he knows how to treat a lady hey he doesn’t have a job he has a career .he sticks to one lady but unfortunately you have never met him and if you have he has a girlfriend or wife
there are other kinds of men unfortunately i can’t put them here. maybe you can find where you are or where your boyfriend or hubby is. if you got the Mr. right congrats .
if you do not agree with me GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway the reasons why i broke up with my ex are two
i played hard to get while still in the relationship
i am a self spirited girl so he thought that i would turn and be bounded by the relationship FORGET IT yep go figure
so as i was saying i got a lot of expectation when it comes to relationship and if i get a man who will accomplish all of them i will marry, but for now “hakuna kijana ambaye anaweza kunifurahisha”- “there is no man who can please me”
we all know before a relationship there has to be a flow
first the two of you meet as strangers
you become friends
you start getting fond of each other
you start dating
am just saying but we all know whatever i say is always true.. you can not debate with me
you meet this girl or boy in a pub, in town , in class or wherever and your heart skips a bit and your subconscious tells you he or she is the one . since we are all human beings and sometimes our hormones react in a funny way we find our selves having a conversation and two things are bound to happen here.
either the chick will give you fake/real number
if she is bright enough she walks away
and you all know what really happens after that
*in my View , what i would want is the guy to grow and act like a man. i would do anything to irritate him and for sure i will . i love to play games and …… he needs to understand that his gifts will not make me fall for him .
the end of been strangers is been friends
now this is where the drama starts , you friend her , you really like each other and you get to find that you talk to her like every day. in a dudes mind (there is something he is targeting from this girl ) in the girl’s mind(if she is bright enough she gonna play hard to get)
now this is where it all depends if the relationship will last or it gonna end in a second. if the cards are played well . the better for you..
what i feel ,
if the man excites me i will think of a solution ,if he bores my life you know what i will do
the end of friendship is the relationship
relationship/ dating scene
relationships are beautiful . i am not against it its just that people do not understand how to deal with relationships.
the start of relationship is not the end of flirtation but we will find that most men who will stop flirting with their girlfriends when they start to date.
Only through relationships can you give lasting impact to others Which advice will you listen more, the one from someone you don’t really know, or the one from someone you love? Of course the latter. We appreciate the people we love more than anyone else. Their words sink deep into our heart, not just our mind. That’s why the most effective way to give lasting impact to others is by building relationships with them. Be their friend and care about them, and I’m sure they will listen to you and respect your opinions.
men stop thinking “that girls are like the houses you build or buy, that you can renovate it whenever you want “
*my views during dating
come rain come sunshine i will still play hard to get. i am not yet yours so i can walk out anytime when i feel you are a bother
i am self spirited, dating does not bound me to live under your terms. if i would want to walk naked i will . i will do whatever makes me happy . please i would also be happy when you play hard to get it really excites me
“where the ************* is the spark of your relationship ???????????????
the end of relationship is marriage
after two months the spark of the relationship ends, the dates he or she took you are over, the flirtation ends and it’s like you living in a grave… the man comes to the house anytime he wants and you know the drill. sometimes you go for 5 months without talking to each other and ……
if this is how marriage will be
how he used to katia me (how he used to make me feel before he had me) needs to continue. @ this point it should be much better
there is nothing that excites me like flirting .. the joy…….
that spark that spark that spark
so what happens when you grow old
will you choose to date young girls/boys because your friendship was not cemented well, your dating life was *kubahatisha* and out of the blue you hurried for marriage life, which dawned to you that he or she was not meant for you.
will you be happy with your wife/hubby.. share good times you had, continue the spark that the society gets jealous of your love
anyway its up to you to know what you really want in a relationship.
are you happy living under your husband/boyfriend terms
or are you gonna stand for what will make you happy
*in conclision what would make me happy is
a man who thinks am not a sex gadget trust me we i will be your worst nightmare
a man who understands me for who i am , who understands why i play hard to get yet am dating him .
a man who would not let me live under his terms. remember i am a self spirited human being the last time i checked the door was not shut and i will walk out any time i want to
kindly do not buy me gift in the thought that i would sleep with you . i am past that age
if you think that you will get tired when you start dating me please don’t even think about dating me for it will be over even before it start
only 1/9 of the male specie can deal with what i expect in a relationship
if i have made you feel bad
if you think this is rubbish
ooh i forget girls don’t be drama queens boys two can play the game
i have been wondering all this time,,, i have been sitting in front of the teli watching cartoons my level of stupidity has increased tremendously. You may ask why but in reality i always know the story line of every cartoon. lets take a couple of them ;
MY FAVORITE KIM POSSIBLEbasic average girl who is fighting villians in her town. She is in love with Ron Stoppable but they kind of ave a love hate relationship. They seem a good couple but we all know, we tend to push the ones who care for us and fail to realize that our real friends are just one step away. so every time i sit watching Kim possible i always have an idea of what might happen. Either she is fighting Shego or Dr. Drakken.
her best friend Monique a beautiful girl who has not yet found her place in this world but hey i got a feeling she likes Wade lord . anyway when i grow up i wanna be Kim Possible she is fabulous pretty and just the girl.
but producers please
let Ron and Kim marry and lets
see their family
2.Cow and chicken
first and foremost how on earth does two human being give birth to animals do the maths please, i fail to understand
what happened to their parents face. if my brain could think of how their faces look like trust me it will be eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwww!!!!!
this is one messed up cartoon. the more i watch it the more i become illiterate but hey he calls his father mom
Mung Daal but i don’t believe they are related . the idiot who came up with chowder is insane but cool on the other hand.. he wants to become a great chef but unfortunately hawesmake . i love his appetite it teaches us how food is very important.
whats with Panini forcing herself into chowder life
my favourite character is Shnitzel a professional chef who works at Mung Daal’s Catering Company i love how his only vocabulary consists almost entirely of “Radda” (tunapimwa akili hapa)
4. Tom and Jerry
put a baby to watch Tom and Jerry and trust me he or she will not be an hindrance to your life. OMG this cartoon was and is off-limits it should be awarded . this is what we call creativity .
Tom Cat he never gets tired running after Jerry . i believe he is mad
Jerry Mouse always up to something and thinks very fast of what to do .. he loves to mistreat Tom
Toodles Galore - this is the beautiful cat who tom loves but he kinds of have a hate love thing that i fail to understand.
*whats the name of that woman who keeps shouting THOMAS!! I have always wanted to see her face but ,,,,,,
5. Phineas and ferb
they are always on summer vacation, but am still waiting for that episode when they will go to school. i am not jealous of the
m. i only get a 3 week holiday .as step brothers they always enjoy each others company. Ferb has a fantastic voice esp when he sings. Candace, who tries to bust them (their evil sister such a rumormonger )
but they are still not clever they do not know that their pet is a hero “who doesn’t know that ?” 2nd why does Phineas ignore Isabella , they are a great couple
6. emperor new school
Adolescent emperor/designator Kuzco isn’t allowed to rule or live in the palace until he graduates from Kuzco Academy. Being a naughty, lazy pupil, he’s in danger of remaining an uneasy guest in lama-herdsman Pacha’s humble family for long. He may even be deposed altogether, if evil pretender Yzma gets her way in endless schemes involving gentle giant Kronk and magical potions. Yet flippant Kuzco pursues puerile pleasures and fellow pupil
Kuzco- the main character who is just full of himself he likes Malina who gets irritated by Kuzco ego . trust me if i had a friend like kuzco i would be dead. he calls his love to Malina “a hottie hot hottie” or ” the hottiest hot hottie in hottie-ville
Malina - a good friend to Kuzco but she doesnt entain him .she is a cheerleader and the school council president who also is very smart. She prints the Academy’s news scroll
i cant forget Yzma the witch who hates Kuzco and aims at destrying his life . she works with Kronk . the irony is that he is Kuzco adviser.
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anyway cartoons are just the best thing that ever happened into my life
“if there is a man who would make me happy than cartoons i will marry him”
am from a two day holiday and i have to leave the city. i have always wanted to say that. finally i think i am too of internet addict and i have promised my self this my last blog this month and yes,,, don’t worry when i return i will come with more interesting facts which i would have come across
so i have decided to ship my self to the country side where life is much easier, no disturbance , no pollution and where i know i would have added 10 kg when i return home.
what i love about the countryside
spending time in the countryside clears your mind.. its like therapy it just leaves you relaxed
walking barefoot wow call me mad but i totally love the feeling its like you were in prison and finally you were let go…
what really excites me is when it heavily rains and the rain falls on metal sheets. the noise hey don’t forget the thunderstorm and the lightning (why was i raised in the city)
the climbing of hills and mountains, crossing rivers that have logs of trees as bridges let me say (having extreme adventure)
chickens - another amazing reason that excites me so much . chickens have a life that i admire and on a sincere note they are a stress reliever . from experience ask me
grand pa… wow this man makes my day . i love the way he tries to speak Swahili for me to understand me and sometimes he deliberately talks mother tongue so that i speak it too. its hard but i try though its terribly broken but who cares . i miss him
grandma… another of my favorites ladies. she will go out of her way to see me happy. her food finger liking as i said when i come back i will be obese
hey this ought to be the first , the beautiful noise animals make, the cows mooing in the morning , the birds singing near the window and the beautiful sunrise.. omg *bliss*
yes yes i love swimming in the river.. dufa mpararao ngai alalala mimi huyo bags packed am off to the village
last but not least ,,,, the three stone firewood… yeah i love that life who are you not to judge me till next month thank you
i believe that within each of us, lies an ability to compromise any situation that life throws at us. We are faced with decisions each and every day. We have to face others, and to learn when to get involved.
Falling in love is like giving someone a gun and letting them point it at ur heart but trusting them not to pull the trigger.
ever fallen in love,
ever fallen out of love,
what was your reaction
how did you behave
O.M.G the many texts ,
the wild conversations
Every relationship is messed up.
What makes it perfect is if you still
want to be there when things really suck.
all of a sudden the connection breaks slowly
you find someone better, he/she finds someone better everything you had is thrown into trash.
It takes time to understand a girl. But if she’s really worth it, you’d take time to try to figure her out.
“If you leave someone at least tell them why, cause what’s more painful than being abandoned; is knowing you’re not worth an explanation.”
break ups aren’t that easy, unfortunately many people think that its the easiest thing to get over. according to my subconscious i don’t think its easy to let go depending on the relationship the two of you had. if it was a playful relationship, well a week can do if it was concrete a months would do.
i had to leave,
you kept pushing me on the wall
i could take it nay more,
i had to leave
i had to leave
you could not stand my flaws.
you judged me
i had to leave
i had to leave
i could not force you
into my life
i had to leave
days have passed
i have moved on
but you still ask
how i am doing
i had to leave
i did not matter to you
i had to leave
all you ever wanted is now gone, beginning my life once again is and will be my only alternative. its been 2 years and have never been happy like i am
i though you didn’t want to spend days with me,
days passed you realized my importance ,
now you wanna have a conversation with me,
i cant blame you though
you had your reasons for dumping me
you haven’t let go off me
if you have why do you always ask
my friends how i am doing?
why do you call me?
i am neither a baby when i don’t pick your call
nor have i not moved.
reality you can not eat your own puke
what do you wanna tell me
are you bitter for let me leave
***************** heard you wanna meet my current boyfriend are you sure you do not have strings attached coz if you do, GET A LIFE BOY *************************
if you meet this boy tell him to check if his balls have grown
my opinion my comments my blog its a free world, my thoughts therefore you cant tell me what not to say and what not to say …. so if this blog post makes you feel disgusted kindly make your self comfortable and shhhhooooooooooooooooooo off!!!
there are several things that disgust me..
1) the truth hurts but hey i have to say it. an individual can be very beautifully smart but spare my eyesight
SERIOUSLY EVERY HUMAN BEING HAS A BUT CRACK .. YOURS AINT SEXY
your pants or boxers are very colorful trust me, neither do you look hot. when i see you i hope that someone pricks your boxers
3) whats with skinny girls and dresses
kindly if you do not have the body to wear a dress please do not force your self into the fabric especially if you have a flat butt which can not hold the dress, 2nd if you are white
if you luck the hour glass body shape or full figured’ body, its not by bad luck but if you luck that body kindly do not wear Pencil skirts . the pencil skirt is meant to show your curves if you do not have the curves please just forget it .
yea i almost forgot to say do not wear a dress if you have small boobs
the gal @ the center looks much better in a dress
4) boots where boots that fit your calves
I’ve discovered that my calves are too slim to fill out the top of some boots. Yes, there are worse things in life, but when endlessly searching for a stylish pair, it can be disheartening, not to mention unflattering. its very irritating to see a chick with very small calves yet she wears boots that live a space in between , trust me it irritates me …
please get a boot that fit your calves , you will look much better in them
5) those multi colored braids and make up
kindly did you give your small sister your face to color it for you… yeah yeah attract many boys but they gonna run away from you
6) lastly kindly do not wear a dress with sport shoes or long tights.
if your dress is 3/4 above your near swriy there is no need of you to wear tights. it spoils the moment for dudes to see your legs… 2nd if you wear a dress do not wear sport shoes with socks .. how should i best tell you this
she would look so much better if she had no tights underneath
******************ENOUGH OF WHAT IRRITATES ME ********************************************************
she feels she doesn’t have the energy to keep moving her boat, the wind is too much therefore she sits and weeps and kneels at the same time asking the world what she did wrong to deserve all this.
mothers are special people in our lives but sometimes we fail to see their importance, sometimes we think that they are a pain in the ass , but the moment when we leave our mothers we realize their role. if you feel like you been neglecting her don’t feel bad other turn the page and start to write a beautiful story putting her into the picture.
when i was 5 years or so i loved a little girl, she was a sister to me and i remember asking my mom, why we don’t live with her. and mummy used to tell me she has to live with her mummy . i wa really annoyed but i could not do much and without my notice years flew and we lost touch.
now am working and i think she is at college and by chance i met her. a lot had happened to her, she lost her mother while she was in primary school * i knew that but we all know how extended family can behave sometimes, she was put on curfew no one could see her and i couldn’t do much.
i wish i had the strength to take her and let her live with me but unfortunately her life is just too complicated.
if you want to picture what she is going through *close your eyes for one second , you are in between the deep see and the devil where do you go where do you run to. close your eyes again and picture your self trapped in concrete however much you call for help no one hears.
A mother loves her children even when they least deserve to be loved.
- Kate Samperi, “Mothers”
she doesn’t have a mother yet she doesn’t complain,
you have a mother yet you complain
you are bitter when your mother corrects you
she wishes she had a mother to correct her
you don’t want to see your mother
she has not seen her mother for the past 9 years
you want to move away from your mothers house
she wishes her mother was there @ this moment
yet she will wake up each day and make the best out of her day
however much your mother pisses you off, think twice and think about that individual who doesn’t have a mother.
Mother is the bank where we deposit all our hurts and worries.
if you have not appreciated your mother do right now,, she is the best thing that has ever happened to you. what would you do without her.
My Mother always said:
“You are born with a burning candle and your
life is over when the candle burns down”.
she told me,
she thanks her mom for the short time they had , she misses her so much and she will always love her.